Crappy, Crappy Day

Purpose:  vent and stop feeling embarrassed and crazy.  I was feeling overwhelmed at work today so a made a "bold" gesture that, after considering it, I see was not the best move.  and, THAT WOMAN whom I have issues with was witness to it, so I feel a bit freaked out by it.  

Oh my I wish I would not let her get to me sooo much.  She does not even have to do anything and she bugs me, just thinking of how she would react bugs me, seeing her bugs me.  She bugs me.  Why?  Well, it's not so irrational, she is a vulture and looks for problems or faults that she can attack and blow out of proportion.  I really hate that about her.  Why?  Why do i even spend my energy on her?  because she judges me and I can't do anything about it, she is less than approving of me and i can't control that, I feel she thinks she can "see through" me.  I fear her opoinions about me may be right